When it all seems so far

Hmmm one more time I have been told that I am too experienced for a Job, both the time I knew I could do a good job and also add value to the role but hmmmmm. Everything seemed so far away, my dreams, things I wanted to do in the coming months, people I wanted to visit all suddenly seemed very far away and for a minute GOD seemed so far away, I was almost like saying Lord how long , , was not able to pray was not able to think straight, I was kinda sure I will get it and I got it but was too experienced to do the Job . . hmm should I have not done my MBA - - .. well it was a hard time but thing is when you trust your career to GOD he works things out in his time and his way which is the best. It was nice to talk with one of my friends that night and be comforted, it was nice to see someone being able to relate to where I am and encourage me.We told each other that one of the worst things that we can do is to doubt the goodness of GOD. It is almost like the people of Israel during the journey out of Egypt.

It was also nice to be encouraged by my Mum and Dad, they let me cool off and got back to me and said they believe very much GOD is in control and that they are not worried anymore about their son's life. I do have my moments where I feel totally disconnected with GOD in my life but I am glad that GOD is not finished with me yet infact think he is only getting started. .